Gah. I love you and I hate you. This s**** for me. You kissed me and then said oh needed to think about things. We used to be so close and now you act so distant and I’m trying to give you time and be patient so you can figure this out but I miss you. I miss the person who curled up and fell asleep with me, who didn’t care what people thought and held hands with me everywhere we went. I miss you so much even when I’m with you and I wish I could tell you. Everything between us feels so one sided. All you have to do is look at our texts to see that. You ignore me or respond with one letter but text me paragraphs about random TV shows and how you are having a “breakdown” because of a cliffhanger. And the worst thing is, you sag that to someone who has had a breakdown before and you know it.