Literally just letting out all these feelings before 2014 start so i can get them off of my chest. I hate the rude comments my friends give to me, it’s as if they dont care about me the same way i care about them. They just continuously make fun of what they know i am most insecure about. apart of this is my fault because i allow them to do this. i have told them to stop but i suppose i am just to afraid to start distancing. i am the worst at that