I really like this girl at work. She seemed to flirt with me whenever I saw her at work. I therefore thought maybe she would like to go out on a date.
I used to have a girlfriend, so couldn’t do anything with this girl at work. Now I am single, and I tried to ask this girl out, but she just doesn’t seem interested, which is quite frustrating. I thought this girl did really like me, but now she doesn’t even seem bothered. Now I just end up thinking about this girl all the time, and it’s doing my head in.
It’s one of those weird things that I even admit that she isn’t the perfect girl for me. There is just something about her that drives me crazy! I guess I just need to avoid her when I can without being rude and hopefully get over here.
She is insecure about looks and not even that good looking, but that just makes me like her more!
Sometimes I just end up thinking about her for like an hour solid, or even longer. But it’s very unproductive, as I find no answers in my head on where to go from here. I know I should just move on and find someone else. It’s like the logical part of my brain is like give up on this girl, but the emotional side says maybe there sort of way to make things work with her and is winning.
I wish I had a time machine. If I had one I would go up to her face to face or text her and say that I’m crazy about her and really like her, and ask to go on a date. Then if she said no, I would try a few times then give up. If it all went a bit wrong, then I could just go back in time.
What’s even worse is that I think she was flirting with me at work, just to get me to do favours for me and help her out. That way she has a easy life and I do some of her work for her. I don’t think that is nice behaviour. Still I somehow admire her and the emotional side of my brain refuses to fault her.
Maybe is a good thing that she doesn’t seem really into me, as I would let her walk over me, and that probably wouldn’t make me too happy.
Damn you girl who isn’t even that g0od looking, selfish, a big tease, misleading, also probably too young for me, lives quite far from me and is also quite religious and probably she couldn’t even date me due to religious reasons! I still kind of love you 🙂
I end up falling for girls with imperfections. Part of me just wants to go out with her just to help her be less insecure, and wouldn’t even mind if she dumped me after a few weeks or months. I know that sounds crazy, but it’s like that saying you can’t help who you fall in love with. It’s not that I’m in love with her as such, I just really like her.
Feels good to share.