Sometimes i feel like I have no where to run. I have diabetes and everytime I’m getting ready to go to the doctor, im terrified my blood sugar might be off. My boyfriend was just using me because he wanted to have s** with me even though he knew i wouldn’t. i can’t be with the guy I’m crazy in love with because he doesn’t even know I exist and he is a senior. I’m an honors student who never gets below a B+. I just wish i could escape all the pressure and annoyance and anger I have. I want to live more freely, not having to worry about every little thing.