I lost my virginity when I was 15 to my boyfriend who I am still currently with 4 years later. My mother has no idea, and would be so very disappointed. All she wanted was for me to wait until marriage. I feel guilt because I know she was be sad. But on the other hand, I feel like I made the right decision. I never regretted it, and even though looking back, I know I was very young, I believe that I was ready.