I thought I loved this guy I’ve been seeing for over a year. We are still just dating, despite me going above and beyond that of a real relationship would call for. I know so much about him, but he knows very little of me. He says he loves me and I’m his best friend, but I feel so cold and alone when I’m with him. I’m afraid I can’t do any better and I’m angry with myself for letting this drag on for so long. I don’t know if I love him, but I know I don’t love myself. I just want all the pain to go away…one way or another.