33 years old straight male, well educated (PhD), fine job, decent income, described by others as modest, nice, quite charming, well mannered, and also not bad looking.

My family supported my academic activities but not much more, they were neglecting me and not giving me real support when I needed it most. Because of that I was bullied and psychologically abused throughout my childhood and teenage years. This made me a social cripple, shying away from people, relationships, attention, affection. I neither care about nor like my family. I don’t have any friends and in my age I can’t see myself making new ones. I have never been on a date, I have never touched a woman in s***** way, I have never seen a woman naked in the real life, and – obviously – I have never had s**.

I am pathetic f****** loser…