Im a 14 yr old girl. I was lonely, never had a boyfriend, depressed and seeking attention. I had been kiking this 17 y/o guy and he was really s*** and he thought I was s*** so we started talking really dirty.We made each other so h****. We eventually planned to meet each other. I was going to lose my virginity to a random guy from the internet. What’s even worse is that he lives all the way on the other side of the US and I was willing to fly over and f*** him. I’d also been sending him bra pics. Then I sent one of my b***. I’m a Christian too, I feel really bad about it. So I told my friend (whom I can tell anything) and she said “this is unladylike” “you’re a cyber-s***” and “w****.” So the whole walk home I was thinking to myself. I need to change now. I don’t wanna get pregnant and be called a s***. So as soon as I got home I blocked him. I haven’t talked to him since. Now I like this guy who actually cares about me and is a great friend c: So instead of spending my Christmas break being a “s***” and f****** random 17 year old guys. I’m making friends with this guy who really cares about me.
P.S. God, please forgive me!