I have a crush on one of my teachers from high school, she taught me in my sophomore and junior years in high school. My senior year I transferred away and hadn’t seen her since. This past week my friend and I visited our school since we were back from college on Winter break. I had always thought she was very beautiful and down to earth, I pretty much had a crush on her within the first few days of meeting her. Back when I had her as a teacher she always gave me special treatment; I could show up late, I didn’t have to do some assignments, extra credit here and there, when she gave me detention I’d really just hang out and b******* around with her until I could leave while everyone else had to quietly do work. She wound up getting married my junior year before the year was over, but it didn’t really phase me because I was too busy trying to not let everything else in my life (mostly my home life, which is a different story for a different day) get the best of me. My girlfriend at the time also figured something was up, she noticed that this teacher who was one of the nicest teachers in school was giving me an awful lot of detentions for little things and the such (this along with other things eventually lead to my breakup a week before I moved). When I went see her, she looked upset, he class was watching a movie and she was sitting at her desk sad. As I came in her face lightened up and she got up and hugged me, she asked me about how I was doing and thought it had been almost 3 years since she’d seen me even thought it had only been around 2 (I used to visit her everyday when I didn’t have her class). She didn’t really talk about what was going on in her life like she used to, a major difference though, I noticed, was that she was 6-7 months pregnant. She kept asking me questions about how things were for me, what I was doing, the usual stuff, but then she really focused on things like if I was happy, if I like the choices I’ve made (school wise, friend wise, etc.) Eventually I had to leave, as I did I said, “It was nice seeing you again, you were my favorite teacher in high school, you know.” and she kinda looked a little sad and said, “Yeah, I missed having you visit, you were my favorite student.” and my friend and I headed home. I don’t know what it was, but just seeing her again I though would make me really happy, I still had a crush on her, and she was as beautiful as I remember, but as I left, I felt really sad and upset. I don’t know why this was, but I just had to say it. I added her on facebook today (like i have with a few other teachers, one I’m really good friends with now) and it just felt weird. I dunno, it might be nothing, but it just feels better to get it off my chest.