So, I’ve been with my boyfriend for a year. He lives 2 hours away from him and i only see him about once a month. He is a great guy who shares the same beliefs as me and we get along pretty well most of the time. Sometimes he can be really mean and it makes me question why I’m still with him. He can treat me like absolute s*** and I’ll still stay with him. Moving on from that, recently a guy from my school started talking to me. Just as friends, of course. But then we hung out and ended up making out. I did the same thing another time and honestly didnt regret it one bit. He’s so much nicer to me than my boyfriend. I didn’t expect anything else to happen of it but then the other night, we basically did everything but s**. And I still don’t feel bad about it… I really do like my boyfriend and I can’t do this to him… But honestly he is so dependent on me and he would not take it well if I ended things with him. I don’t know what to do and it’s killing me. I just had to let it out somewhere