sometimes i get way too drunk and have trouble controlling my temper. i’m a sophomore in college. i scared away all of my roommates last year because of this problem. word travels fast in this school, so now i live alone, and i can’t make any new friends. i’ve been doing a lot better recently as far as the drinking/anger problem goes, but it hasn’t made a difference to anyone else. people think i’m scary or crazy. i don’t have self-pity, but i do regret my actions. i’m afraid i might hate myself.