I can feel myself slowly slipping away back into the familiar depression, I’ve been depressed for as long as I can remember due to abuse. I’ve been on medication for 5 years with little improvement. I can’t bring myself to fully explain to my doctor how pathetic I am because I’ve bottled every emotion I can and have no idea how to explain my feelings without looking like a fool. If I could I would give my s***** life to improve someones.