You are toxic. That way I moved away from all that, you, everyone, and have never made any attempt at contact in as long as it’s been. It’s not everyone I consider toxic, but some of you, are toxic and I can’t be throwing ultimatums, that’s not right, I can’t expect that, so I can’t be around it. Coming to this conclusion took, what? About 15 years? It’s based on many things, incidents, it’s not just one incident. It’s thought out.

Think about it for a minute. Just think about it. You guys did absolutely leave even if temporary and that’s alright, it wasn’t because of me, you gotta do what you gotta do BUT that was my que to let you go and head down a different path on my own. That’s really the way it was. That is what happened.

And It has never at any time been me reaching out which in hindsight was the right choice? That was good decision making and judgment of character right? You are toxic, to me. Jesus even with that it’s like cockroaches. There you f****** are, again. Literally like an infestation so what else can I do but blue blunt. I don’t want hard feeling but nobody takes a hint, so I need to say you’re a homo, and intolerably irritating,

Reality is we are not cut from the same cloth. We are not from the same side of the tracks. We come from 2 different places and you really have no idea what it was before we encountered each other. I can tell you it was different. I know, I saw it. That was a different world. I am glad I was there then tbh. I wanted to leave that then too, but in hindsight it was a better place in certain ways.

Some of you, were toxic. I can’t have that. Not everyone, but a few of you. Some people will have you with you even with the flaws, to me, I can’t have you potentially wrecking and toxifying good things in my life. You’re spiteful too.