My college apps are do soon, and I keep procrastinating. Honestly, I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I know I can’t have things figure out right away, but I can’t help feeling hopeless. I feel like the only reason I’m going to college is to become financially stable. That makes me wonder if I’m just another cog in the machine of consumerism- a contributor to an unsustainable and damaging system.