I so want to have a baby, but it’s becoming less and less of a possibility. My husband and I can barely take care of ourselves financially. How could we take care of a baby? And what good would I be to a child? I’m legally blind at the age of 26. The hardships just keep piling up. We have more bills than we can pay, and none of it is anything frivolous. There are days we don’t know if we’re going to eat supper.

I guess I have to accept it. Unless something changes, I’d better stay on my free birth control from the clinic, because life would be horrible for a baby with me.