Lloyd Joseph Harp jr formerly of Indianapolis, In. Here it is…the whole entire truth. The fact is, I was never going to leave my husband. Yes, I physically left for a week but you drove me crazy! It only took a few days until I was thinking I made a mistake. Then when hubby called me and apologized and asked me to come back, I was relieved and accepted happily. I had a moment of weakness and sold everything that meant so much to me including my wedding rings. Well, because of that, J put his away and hasn’t worn it since and never got me one. I pretended to be ok with it, especially because there was times it didn’t feel like we were married. I slept on the couch for like a year and a half on and off. Then we adopted a sweet puppy and she slept in the bed and I moved to the couch full time. Well, we came here to our winter spot in late September and we met this pretty awesome guy. In some ways he reminds me if you but he is younger. Well he and J became BFF’s and we both merely tolerate his wife. Well between him and our puppy, it brought my husband back. I feel like we got remarried to each other! I still think about you and I am so sorry about your Mom. Losing your last living parent is hard. I dream of you sometimes and wonder if you think of me. I can tell you one thing with all honesty and seriousness, you were a great lover! Attentive, creative , great stamina and talented with your hands and mouth. Pretty nicely endowed too. I guess that is why I think of you. Plus all those songs that we thought of as our songs. From Bread to Eagles. From Blessid Union of Souls to Ohio Players. All these beautiful moving love songs and yet the one that always brings you to mind is Mr Roboto. Anyway, as much as you thought, I thought, we thought I would leave…I couldn’t. That still small flame was still burning and it crushed me to think of putting it out for good, I knew you would find someone and you did. But J…he would have stayed alone forever. Nobody deserves that. So God bless you and your family. Have a merry Christmas and oh…Domo Arigato!
