I used to write ya- I hate it when dumb people interject themselves into something they know nothing about. The person I was talking to is here and they know exactly what I was talking about. Have you ever felt a magnetic field before? Like you’re playing with two magnets and the pull between them is so strong, that they eventually just snap together. That’s us, except we are perpetually in the magnetic field. It realllly s**** and no matter how hard we try, that magnetic thing that draws us together, never really goes away.

It’s really messed up and I can understand why people not in this situation can think it’s strange. At the end of the day, it is one of the most fucked up situations I’ve ever been in. It doesn’t matter if you think I need to work on myself blah, blah, he knows it’s true, that’s the only thing that matters to me. Love ya.