I really don’t know how I am going to make it through this month. This is not a cry for help. It is not me looking for sympathy. I just need to say this.

I am tired. I am worn. I am beaten down. There is absolutely nothing left. I am a complete failure. I simply do not know how in the hell I am going to get through this one, this time. That is what my life is. Making the best of things. Every f****** thing that has come to me has been a battle. Tonight, I lay down my arms. I tap out. I give up. I am simply done.