I loved you for 13 years… we were together for seven and you vanished from my life… you left me and dated men and had s** with them. You told my friends I was abusive… and I know why you did this… I can’t be mad at you. He brainwashed you with his NLP and his Scientology… he killed the woman I knew and loved. The innocent sweet woman who was devoted to me as I still am to her. I sit here and hope and pray everyday that you will come to your senses… God I miss you so much. I love you and you will always be my little flower no matter what he says or does. I hate him so much.