I have been with my boyfriend many years and although I love him so much I have made many mistakes. When we began our relationship I cheated on him with three different people. And kissed a fourth when I was drunk, all of which was when I was 17 and under. I realised that I couldn’t go on the way I was and remained faithful for three years until last year, when I had s** with my best friend who was a girl. I don’t feel like I am gay but enjoyed the experience. Now I am crippled with guilt and know that I am a terrible person. I wish I could take it all away and not have been so naive and stupid