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My sister Samantha (Sami) and her friend Kim are both 12 to my 17. Mom had just left for work making sure that I didn’t let them in the pool until their breakfast was properly settled. So they were hanging out in their bikinis and their tops were to big for their young budding breasts. So I was looking at them getting some good glances of skin, getting h****, and secretly rubbing my d***. They were kind of playing around talking about their loose tops when my sister asked me from across the room, if I could see their b**** down their tops. I got closer and looked directly at their nice little t***. “Yea kind of, they look really nice maybe you should just go t******.” “Yea right you’d like that wouldn’t you?” Both girls looking a little embarrassed trying to adjust their tops. I knew that my sisters friend had a crush on me. My sister and I haven’t fooled around for years. She didn’t know that I snuck into her bedroom alot and would touch her body and use her mouth to gently m********* and c** in any time she was sleeping so I could get to the warm wet opening. Sometimes I would just c** on her belly and n******. She slept like a rock so it was great. Kim noticed my hard on and whispered to my sister who looked and saw the tent in my loose fitting workout shorts. They were giggling and looking at me so I asked what was up. My sister laughed and pointed. “It looks like you are!” they both squealed a little and fell into each others arms in a fit of giggles.
I wasn’t wearing any boxers so when I gripped myself I was obviously erect. “Yea I guess I am. Pretty cool that you lovely girls make me so h**** huh?” I was actually stroking myself a little letting them see my c**** big outline. “Oh my god” Kim said and licked her lips “Your playing with it.” “Let us see it!” my sister said. I noticed that Kim had a little c******** so I mentioned the cleft and asked to see “That.” They whispered back and forth with a giggle or a glance at me rubbing my b****. “Okay” my sister said, “But you go first.” I didn’t hesitate except to tease them with a little peek. No one would be coming by but we locked up the house and I got naked. As they played with me my sis told Kim how we used to play with each other when we were much younger. Kim had never seen a guy before and I was feeling their small, firm little breast buds and sucked on them in turn. Sami hadn’t seen a guy since me. Then they felt each other up and sucked on each others n******. They got brave and kissed my throbbing c*** then took turns sucking on me and licking it as they jerked me off. Neither knew how powerful my c** would squirt out or how much there would be. I have always made alot of c**. After I licked some sperm from Kim’s hand the girls lapped and slurped it all up liking its sweet musky taste. Then they got naked and all three of us ate p**** and rubbed and fingered each other and sucked breasts until they came a few times and I got another double b******. The girls wern’t ready to f*** yet.
We went skinny dipping and I kind of half buttfucked both of them and came in Kim’s plump a**. Then we went inside, rinsed off together and I fucked both girls back and forth for an easy hour before c****** on their pretty faces and in their open mouths. This was day one of over 2 years with Kim and quite a few skinny dipping parties with some of their girlfriends. My sister and I still have lots of s** with a few of her bi/lez girls.

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I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things
You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf

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I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things
You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf