I had a bestfriend since i was like 10 all the way thru till we were 20 when we parted company. He had me arrested cause i was going crazy. I used to think i was better than him cause i was like a mans man, but i loved him as a friend. We had so much fun together growing up. As boys do, we even flogged off to p*** together. He always wanted to e me, he did weight lifting and everything, but he just couldnt. Eventually he dug deep and told me one day how this girl at school, one of the hottest btw, would enjoy s** so much more with him… Now i saw his d*** when we flogged off together, it was perfect and bigger than mine, i was 6ft tall but he was 6’4. It never occurredto me that what he was saying might be true, so i tried to picture how she would react with him.. dam.. so 23yrs later im only just getting free of the delusion, i woke up every day and thought constantly about him and the girls i liked, i just couldnt stop, i hated him, but i was addicted to the imaginary p***. I like it, but i hated him cause i was jealous. He eventually learned how to get into peoples heads, and so he got into mine. He got under my skin so bad he could get me to tell him anything he wanted, control me, he even started mesmerising me. I saw his face everywhere i went. I wanted to be him so much. Love hate friendship. I dont know if he knew what i was imagining all day everyday, but i hope not lol. Either way he got his revenge.. ..and then some.. i would do almost anything he says even today.. but im almost free completely, even after all that, i still like him as a friend. Im just glad im not married or ever was. I’d be raising little versions of him under our roof while he was out with my wife.. phew… he would have gotten into her head until she hated him so much she couldnt help letting him f*** her brains out and let him make her pregnant. Hes so addictive.. u can help but like him and act like him.. he mindfuck so many of us men and women.. eventually marrying on of the women who saw his face everywhere.. but i didnt like her, so i wasn’t jealous thank God.. lol. They have 3 healthy children today. Even tho im basically free, i still get time where i just want to be around him, letting him get further and further into my head, taking me over.. enslaving me, him watching figuring me out, learning all my secrets, enjoying the hate he causes me to feel.. ..the envy.. sigh.. im to scared to let him take complete control. I dont know what will happen.. will my life flash before my eyes since it will be over? And since ill be completely his?? Will i even recall anything in years to come.. i know hes my friend, but he might be so mad with me… help..
