I feel horrible. I’m a 35-year old guy with 2 kids and married for 9 years (most of them happy). Last night I met up with an ex-employee. An extremely attractive 24-year old french girl, who also has a boyfriend. She completely seduced me into meeting with texting and light-flirting. No one in the company could possibly be suspicious of us. She gave off the vibe that she was quite and kept to herself. Most everyone would say she hated me at work. She asked me to meet to give her “feedback” on her time at my company. I knew. I knew she wanted something else…but I went anyway. I really can not come up with words on why I went. We talked for hours and finally got to talking about how this situation has came to be. We both admitted a million times that this could go no where…but we kept talking. Why were we there? We could only hurt everyone else in our lives. My marriage is good. Regular s**, we get a long, I LOVE her…my wife is a little crazy with our kids…maybe just a little crazy period, but woman/man isn’t 🙂 I have no idea why i went. Yes the physical attraction is really strong. But after talking last night it became emotional as well. I’m so nervous about the whole thing. Not necessarily getting caught…just what more may happen. Last night we kissed…and it was amazing. I should stop this…but for some reason i just have to see where it goes