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A nice mild evening. Not to hot not to cool. Great for 4 good orgasms I stroked off looking at Ruth and Taylor through their various windows in their bedrooms and bathrooms. I’m 15 and would do Taylors mom in a heartbeat. She almost always went to bed first and seeing her body bare breasted in her pink laced white p******, walking and bouncing around, washing up, was good for my first, long worked up c** shots of the day, on the siding of their house. I would check back with her later. Taylor was something else for a 12 year old. We were already on third base. Her windows were still dark so I just got comfortable and got my d*** hard again. Taylor came in a few minutes later and opened her shirt as she closed the door. Then her sport style bra hiding her small AA cup breasts. She checked them out in her large chevele mirror with some squeezes and n***** tugs. Next was her radio, back to the mirror for a hip swaying dance out of her sweat pants. She looked so sweet and fuckable giving herself a s*** striptease that I came to when she pulled down her pantys with her sweet a** and p**** bent over barely 3 feet away. All over the siding. There are alot of c** stains below their windows. She was frisky tonight and danced and touched for a good 15 minutes while I got on another orgasmic edge watching her. What I couldn’t see with my naked eyes the big mirror made up for. She moved to the bathroom, washed up, peed then back to the mirror. She spread her peach fuzzed little p**** open and rubbed a little. Then she did the same with her a** and her p****, bent over, looking in the mirror between her legs, awesome! I blasted the siding on the house again but only 3 good squirts. I was just wiping my d*** off wondering if she was going to rub off seriously tonight when she switched to lower lighting and got into her very girlie bed, moving the linen out of the way. I went to check on Ruth. Damn her lights were off. I was hoping to see her d**** and v******* tonight. Back with Taylor I watched her for maybe half an hour. Her hands, her pillow and hands, Then her finger up inside with others rubbing her c***. And we came pretty much together.

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