I work with people who could very well still be in contact with her. We get along good for the most part, I think there is an underlying respect on both ends e en if everyone is an a****** sometimes. Do you know how many times she has been brought up between me and any of them? Honestly, maybe 2 times in 17 years. No askiny from me. 3 months ago, one of them said to me “I still remember driving my by your place actually me time, I saw her get out of the car, with East Side Mario’s and go into your building…” I said “You saw that?” He goes yep… maybe another time I can’t remember but it’s never me asking. Ever. To anyone. There is a respect. They know I’m not hung up on it. It’s never brought up. Ever.
So when this guy here, who has the king of the castle mentality, keeps jabbing me with an inside joke that he doesn’t even get or understand the meaning to, I could point to him exactly where she was sitting when we were talkingnand that was said…. and it’s constantly. At least once a week, and the tone of his voice not only is it irritating likenhe practices it, I can tell he doesn’t get the meaning… it has nothing to do with age really… look at me now this long after, I don’t have many if any insecurities and I’m alright with what I am, so when it’s coming from a 21 hear old girl, to let’s be honest a 27 year old boy, you can see how it’s a bit ridiculous right?….
From a 50 something year old man who is a douche bag, and for the record, I don’t think he has the right to be a douche bag. He’s so lame he should not be allowed to be a douche. Saying it over and over, ignore ignore, but after 3 years of it, it’s a bit off to me. I’m not vibing good from it, I’m also a bit irritated. By a little bit, I mean a lot. I have done some sever damage to people for screwing with me that way when it comes to that in the past. It hurt me too, but I did some damage. It really pisses me off. Especially at this point in time and from again, people who in my opinion, have nothing to even do with it. That’s my business. You can know about it, that’s fine but if you bring it back to me, that’s gonna piss me off.