I broke my first boyfriend’s heart. He said all the time he loved me but I didn’t love him back and I want to keep him as a friend except I really hurt him. I just didn’t love him back, nor did I feel comfortable in our relationship. I feel so bad because he says he is in so much pain, but I just didn’t want to be with him. All the same I feel really low and I wish we had stayed together, even if I wasn’t happy. I feel so terrible.