You know how they say women are more hurt by their S.O having an emotional affair? Well my husband is like that. I cheated on him, but it seems what hurt him is that I fell in love with the guy, or thought I did. Our s** life died recently and he likes to make these crazy remarks about having his best friend take care of me. I think he may be serious. He knows the guy can be annoying and he’s married so we could never connect emotionally. I think he just wants me to be happy and he knows he can’t love me like that. On one hand I miss s**. I wonder if I forgot how. I think his friend would be a great lover. On the other hand our marriage is just getting back on track & I don’t wanna ruin that