jb mien 8th me,i was having one friend,he was my best friend,n mien uski bahut izzat krti thi kyuk vo hr kam me first tha,miene kbi socha b ni k bo ldka h n mien ldki par kuch hi dino me mere clsmate n frnds k bech hm logo ko le k galt batien hone lagi,sb mjhse galt galt que krne lge,kuch dino tak to mien ignore krti ri but bad me miene usse bat band kr di ,phr b logo k bech bo batien band ni hui,10 me mjhe vo coa k vajah s school chhodna pada,pr mien vo sb ni bhul pae mjhe mentally bahut pain hota tha ye sb soch k log mere bare me aisi batien krte h,jb mien clg me gai i got commited but phr b mjhe vahi sb yaad ata h aj mien upsc k prep kr ri hue n us bat ko 10 shal ho gae pr abi b mjhe mental stress rehta h us bat ko le k mien bhul ni pa ri abi b mjhe lgta h k log mere bare me kya sochenge k mere best frnd b mera boyfrnd tha n ab miene naya bna liya h,mien bahut depress ho jati ho ye soch kr n sbs badi bat ye h k ye sb mere home town k bat h ,i live in small village in india n i dnt want k koi v mere bare me aisa soche jb mien galt ni hu tb b miene sirf ek hi insan s rel rakha h vo h mera boyfrnd n..mjhe pta h ye matter ni krta pr pta ni kyu mien abi b tnsn me rehti hu,i need some suggestion