you’re one of my closest friends and i know you look up to me a lot now but i just really hate everything you do nowadays. you’re selfish, arrogant, stubborn, bitchy, irritating and every single synonym to the word ‘rude’ and ‘annoying’. you don’t care about other people’s feelings, especially people who you hate. i know that some people may vex you, but it doesn’t mean you shouldn’t care about them. instead of yelling at people who don’t do their work during class, HELP them. instead of bitching about your “fucked up love life”, GO and FIX it. and you always seem to manage slip in words in your sentences hinting that you’re showing off about your high-maintenance personality and how you’re “oh so special.” guess what? you’re not. why do you have to put yourself above everybody else? is it because you’re smarter, prettier, and skinnier? i cared a f****** lot about you. i helped you get rid of your anxiety. and what did you give me in return? nothing. you became nothing but a monster. you keep talking about how much you want to be one class with me next school year, but i really really really really hope i don’t. i can’t handle you anymore. i can’t tolerate the fact that all you do is to get a reaction out of me, to shame me in front of others just for your own pleasure, and to take advantage of me. i can’t tolerate the fact that my grades are worsening because i can’t focus in class because you always seem to stick to me and follow me around like i’m your f****** parent. it’s not funny how you much you’ve tried to embarrass me in public. it’s not funny how much you talk about my insecurities like it’s some f****** joke. yeah, i did let you cry on my shoulder and i told you it’s going to be okay. but i guess right now, i’m not going to do that anymore unless you change. one or two sorry’s aren’t enough. i need you to change. and then i’ll forgive you.