I am exhausted! I though university would be amazing, but honestly its non-stop work. I don’t go out, in order so spend more time doing my assignments. My friends don’t understand and blame me for not being able to handle my work load. In reality, yes their in university too, however open studies in comparison to advanced classes, isn’t exactly a fair comparison. I get one math assignment and 3 lab reports due every week. On top of that i have midterms and other assignments. I just want christmas break to be here so it will all be over… On top of this, I’m pretty sure I’m failing my chemistry class since I’m scoring under average and the bell curve will work against me. My stress is a level ten and finals start in under 14days. I can’t wait for next semester cause if i play my cards right, i’ll drop a class so i can finally breath. I heard a kid at my university tried to jump off one of the top floors the other day, while his friend held him back. I know I’m not the only one completely mentally drained from university. I never found school to be this intense and i know other people are finding it that way too. I wanted to write this confession so someone else can read my story and know that they aren’t the only ones. Life seriously s**** right now, but I’m sure it will be worth it in the end right?? No seriously… It better be worth all these hours of assignments, cause seriously, I’m missing out on a social life right now… Only 4 years to go… Yay?? Fml