I am sick of uglification and no talants, sick of being not included with the best cliques . I was abused by filipeno catholics FILIPENOS ARE WITCHCRAFT SATANIC PIGMYS ANYWAY and aborginials and Italians and dutch… and germans.. I WAS ABUSED BY THE BOWIE AND ABBOTT CATHOLIC MACHINE (THAT I WILL NEVER FORGIVE) its been a hard blow to me when I was bought up to respect other cultures … there are good and bad in all cultures I guess. but what annoys me is my dad and mum were a grade tennis players and my dad was also an a grade cricket player but I was not good at any sports really I was s******* abused and its as if my sport was being molested and m*********** …. I was taught to be some sort of quazi- Japanese comfort woman… but I developed a phobia of men being s******* abused and hit around so much.

I did not excel in anything really a little choir singing, a little folk dance, a little academic achievement but nothing grand… (my sister is the one who graduated from a AD not me people help her they don’t help me) that is what annoys me… and that I never got to look good in the nice clothes … the peasant Bulgarian/Hungarian traditional dresses or sport school uniforms were loving but I was the ugly one … I wish I had of looked good in what I worn… somehow my things always looked better on everyone else and I was sick of that… never getting noticed, never being invited, never included, never equal… you could say I do know how segregation and apartheid feels.
I want to be accepted into a popular cliques and prestige circles.