My Cousins Want To Be Me. they have been up to no good all my life playing games on me to abuse me. they steal men on me, career goals on me, hobby interests, even bands and stars I like. its like they need me to give them directions on how to think, live and be as a person as if they have no ideas of their own. I often joke and say I am the MUSE!!! they copy everything from refurbishing old furniture, cats (then they dump them later) , to playing music or sorting after the same friends I have … they would steal my blood and flesh from my back even. its like they have no personality of their own what so ever … the first person who started that in my life was my sister and then Diana, then kids at school, even weird guys (ahuuua?)… witches evil arrowed tailed witches. mentally ill people.