I’m 24 years old my life is not going the way I hope it would I’ve been a liar commit some sins I want god to forgive me for I need my life back on track I lost my mom at 3 coming up I was very emotional about it and at 10 was fondle by my neighbor 16 who I fell for and we made out for awhile till it stop and was hurt then started having feeling for my little cousin 11 and I was 12 I fondle her we both enjoyed it for awhile stop then started having s***** feelings for my other cousins especially my lil cousins who I fondle at 12 while I was 16 then my older cousin she was 17 I was 16 we both were really close watch p*** and fondle her and she was most passionate one now today I’m not proud of lied about passing my exams and having a job and I’m still ling I need gods help I’m with a woman who loves me now I want things to work out don’t want my past to hunt me no more Plz lord forgive me I need you take control of my life