If I’m being honest, I think you are ashamed to be with such a waste of space. A truely dumb person, not a very attractive one in any way by any stretch of the imagination, the s** appeal of a bag of s***. Human garbage basically. A scrub/scratch/zilch. A knuckle head. I think it’s one of the great many reasons you stay away.
The thing about that thought too is you couldn’t do any better. That’s as good as it gets for you. You are not exactly attractive and it’s only getting worse. At least you stayed in your league 🙂 Even though I know you wish hadn’t fucked up as badly as you did in other better places. Better choices. You are stuck there for the rest of either of your lives.
