i am possibly addicted to m*********** online, and constantly fantasize about having s** with other women; i can’t tell my wife, not because i dont trust our relationship, but because i would be admitting failure on my part to control my urges. i keep thinking i can pull ahead, and triumph over this, but i keep getting pulled back in. i’ve taken means to block problem sites, but i can’t figure out a way to further distance myself of it without raising suspicions from my wife.

if she knew, she would be devestated, and telling her would only relieve me of some guilt, which is incredibly unfair. sometimes the stress and pressure is almost too much, most of the time i get by.