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I dont show off my care and love towards my parents.. But it’s always there.. Deep down!!

This may sound too dumb or too philosophical and way too long to many but it runs in my life..

I may not wear what my mom selects for me.. I may not do it like how my dad says.. But when i see them being physically hurt, there jumps out that another person within me who will do anything to protect them no matter what!!

I’ve an animal at my home.. You’ve to feed it, do what it asks for, give what it asks for, care it, love it, treat it wisely, pay it.. And after all of it, what you get back is just a worse treatment like S***!! yeah! It’s my own elder brother.. I disgust to call him my brother, so i would rather address him as an ‘animal’!

Have you ever lived a life where your own sibling beat the crap out of your parents? Have you ever seen them wrestling like enemies? Have you ever lived a life in fear? Have your ever seen your mom being hurt by a belt by her own son? Have you ever seen a dad being knocked down by his own son? But all they do is love their kids no matter what they did to them..
I did see it.. Infact for 10 long years..

You know you are not a human if you stand still right there watching all of it.. Bt you cannot fight down an animal if you are a petite thing..

Every night the same fight, the same arguments, the same swearing, the same weeping.. It’s enough for me! Why is this only happening to me.. I strongly believe in that force that is watching over us.. Bt why is he not saving us from this? Not me but atleast my mom and dad…

I love my dad you know.. He’s the complete man of patience and love.. He cares for my mom me and that animal like something.. He will still do anything to keep us happy even if it hurts him.. He has been using a shirt 5 years old and dont care to buy a new one but buys for each of us instead.. I respect him from the core of my heart.. And my mom.. She tires herself out cooking but will never complaint on it to any one of us.. She cares a lot.. The pure care of a mother.. Every day she cries so much worried about that animal.. I’ve been crying my eyes out every night.. It is so difficult to cry making sure that my mom is not listening cause that will only hurt her more and i cant let that happen..
I should act strong for them even if i’m breaking down..

I know that there are people with worse life than mine bt still.. I’m truly helpless..
I lost all the hope and colour in my life.. I’ve been walking around like a zombie.. I hardly have friends.. Many of them are fake.. All they care about is hot guys, s*** figures of models, movies, what miley did and blah blah.. The chick-talk! My mind never stays there cause it’s always worried about my mom and dad! I’m worried about what is going to happen tonight.. Who is gonna get hurt? It’s like living in pain..

Why live a life like this? Always felt like ending this cursed life.. But the love for my dad and mom pulls me back from doing so! Who can console and give them some hope after i die? So i should keep my heart beating atleast for them..

I dream to graduate the univ, get a job, earn some money, save it, buy a new home, move my mom and dad to that place.. Keep them happy and safe.. That animal will still be a pain in their heart and i cannot do a thing for it.. But atleast i must make sure that’s the only pain for them..

I love them! I will never hurt no matter what and will make them proud one day for sure no matter what.. Hope the god i believe will be there with me all the way along..

New Confession

I was 8 or 9 when my aunty Jo would visit. She was a beautiful woman. She always swung my in the air and then down between her legs. After a few of those I saw she didn’t have any p****** on. She stopped swinging me. I stared up her skirt to see her puss. Life progressed snd at my age of 15 I got home from bball . She sat in a chair opposite the couch. My mom was in the kitchen. My aunty wore a sundress showing lots of bare thigh. As I sat on the couch I noticed she shifted yhe hem higher up her thighs. A few minutes later I noticed her legs were spreading further apart. As I stared her grin became a smile as she noticed my divk was stiff. After a little small talk she said” I asked your mom if I could borrow your muscle to help me move some furniture. Ok I said.
An hour later in her car on the way to her house she rested her hand on my crotch and Vegas squeezing the bulge inside my pants. I’ve been watching you grow for a while and you now interest me. As she rubbed my belly and crotch she pulled off the road to a library parking lot. Unzipped my pants and pulled my 5 inch c*** out. Warm hand closed over my d***. She kissed my neck and began slowly stroking my c***. Good size for your age. Use this to f*** many girls? No well………. Maybe you are a virgin. I am ! We can fix that!! My mind boggled. But I want to seek you totally naked in my bed. She let my c*** stand straight up. Soon we drove into he garage. “Come” she ordered. She held my d*** and led me to a bedroom. Strip. She ordered. I did. She Slowely undressed and kissed me full mouth. My d*** shivered. I drank in her naked body. I think my d*** grew another inch. She fondled me and kissed my cheek lips and neck. Ooooooo nice. Young hot s*** male c***. Yumm! The top of my c*** disappeared into her mouth. My brain screamed “ohhhh aunty” as she sucked the knob deep inside her mouth. Don’t you dare c**. Don’t you DARE! As she suckled my d*** and raked her nails up my legs I could barely breathe. Ok ok ok slow down! I want you to take a long hard look at a woman’s p**** and do exactly what I say. We’ll go real slow so you remember each move. She stood up on the bed moved foreword and once over my face she Slowely lowered her SHAVED p**** to my face. Now put your fingers on each side of my inner thighs. Now spread the flesh apart. Slowely rub the loose flesh round and round. Pull the outer p**** lips apart. Pull very wide and far far apart. Stretch me open honey . Now rub the loose flesh roughly together. Oh yes oh yes. Now see a small button- like non at the very top of my p****? That is my c***. It’s the center of my orgasmic journey. It has over 100 thousand nerves on its tip. Place a wet thumb on it. Very gently press it. Roll it a little and it will peek out at you. I’m handing you a small v******* already turned on. Press it very lightly to the bottom and press it down and then up to the top if my c***. You see the pink little tip peeking out at you? “YES “ I said. Good. Just roll it up and down my p**** lips for a few minutes. Slip it between the lips of my v***** slide it up then down again and again. Now you can lean forward a little and kiss the non or s*** at it like a n***** as you press the v******* toy on my Fanny hole. Normally I have a vibrating b*** plug up into my sss when I m********* …..but not today. Oooohhhh yes s*** my nob s*** my nob. You are learning how to bring a woman to o*****. I am going to orgssm in a few minutes now and then we will s*** all the c** that you have in you. Out of you. Rub your tongue over my c*** snd lick it fast fast fast . As I lived and fluttered my tongue, I felt her lovely thighs spreading further apart. Oh oh yes oh yes I I I am close to c****** I am cl cl close to to CCCCUMNzmNing she screamed. Her legs shook her belly twitched and rolled she gurgled and mumbled and gagged animal slings. Lowering her a** back down to the bed she relaxed her legs. Now move snd put a pillow under my Fanny cheeks and move your c**** knob right up to my p**** lips. Don’t shove it in tho. Just wait. Only put the knob into me and pull back. Do that 3 45 times. Yes yes yes yes yes now now ram it home as hard as you can she yelled. I did. Hrr thighs clamped around my back and froze me in place. She rolled her hips round and roundabout u snd down. My brain was about to explode. F*** me slow now f*** me slow now ……I did! Ok ok now f*** me hard and fast harder harder harder she ordered I did. I exploded 5 gushy squirts of c** up into her p****. Sit felt like her puss was sucking on my d*** , but it only felt like it. When I collapsed on her body I stayed still until my softened d*** slipped from her hit grasp. Wow was a I could saw. We will wow again in about 1/2 hour. You are a young man!!!!!!!

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