I confess I was on a stand still for ten years. All my subjects important I tend to, failingly. The massive time wasted shouldn’t be over thought because it all comes back towards what I’m doing with the moments I have pathetically making over my past. Feelings of insignificance linger upon being forced to display ‘friendship’ for a family friend aged a year older than me, hence not ‘hanging out’….
You seem genuinely kind and respectful, Your family is very nice to me even though I in my eyes wouldn’t even be a true friend, but I am the epitome of all you oppose in secret.
To my ever narcissist mother, My thoughts are not dominated by your constant need for attention or what you require every minute of the day. Stop shoving this religion down my throat, I may be hollow in my own words but I refuse to be false to myself any longer.
