I am 25
Female
Have a husband who loves me like crazy but i am not happy with myself for the way i look.I feel am pretty but when i compare myself with even the most normal girl.I don’t come in that category.I cant put eyeliner or do makeup on my eyes cause i don’t even have lid to do so(asian eye),i don’t have a cheekbone to put blush on(my face is so flat),I havea jawline that makes my face ridiculously long and like a man with a small and short forehead.I have saggy b****,i have hip dips and on top i dnt even have a**,small thighs,big belly,bloated tummy,broad shoulders.I hate the way i cant spell things like people can easily do.I feel i spelled it crrectly but in reality its not what people get to hear.I feel abnormal
But i feel lucky to have a beautiful husband who thinks i am beautiful even though i do not match with the normal girls out there but thats fine with me.I just wish i didn’t know what beauty or insecurity is.I don’t want to feel umhappy looking myself in the mirror.Wanting to wear outfits which i like but won’t fit my bodyshape or the way i look.I recently got so discouraged beacause on christmas day i wore a really cute outfit,which i thought was cute but when i saw the pics clicked by my niece.I really started to question the way i looked,i changed my outlook about how i thought the outfit looked on me and how it actually looked on me in the mirror.I am constantly making myself believe that the picture was taken from the wrong angle.It was but still why would it look so bad.Why do i look extremely short? Why is my face so long? Why does my face look bigger than my body? Why is my face not small like all the girls do? Why do i look so bad in photos? I wanna look cute in photos too?
I just wish someone would come give me these answers….the one who made me