.. when i see you, i feel nothing that’s even explainable. my chest feels heavy but my heart feels like it’s trying to climb out and rise, my arms feel as if lightning bolted through them, and my hands feel like they’re raining sweat. everything about you is seemingly perfect in my eyes. it’s from the silly ways you style your hair, from the way you crinkle your eyes when you laugh, from the scar on your cheek, from your goofy smile and your missing tooth, from your chest and how warm it is, from the beat of your heart which sings me to sleep, from your arms that wrap around me comfortably, from your palms that sweat when you see me, from your fingers which intertwine with mine, from your legs to your feet…. every little thing about you is just amazing in it’s own way. i honestly wouldn’t want anyone else. not even a member from my favorite band, not even anyone rich, not even anyone more attractive, not even anyone who could love me more than i could ever love you. no, i don’t want anyone else. i want you. i want you and your soft voice and your fluffy hair and your warmth and your smile and your laugh and your eyes and your ears and your hands and your walk and your legs. i want you for as long as i can have you. and if that’s forever, then that’s exactly what i want. and it’s all because I love you. you’re the reason i still even bother to wake up in the morning and go through the hassle of getting into my clothes and brushing my hair and putting on my makeup and cleaning up, even though there’s so many bad things to go through. it’s all worth it just to see your face another time. it’s all worth it to talk to you. it’s all worth it to feel the butterflies in my tummy and to feel the rush going through my head and for my eyes to dilate and for my legs to shake and for my hands to sweat waterfalls. I love you so, so, so, much, and i swear that will never change.
