I grew up in a insanely harsh circle of extended family who set the punishment for us kids… I am the sort of person who hits hard at people now and a harder then hard task master on all I meet and mix with, I am a hard and harsh man!!! FOR A WOMAN.
I was 29 and a virgin date raped. and have not had s** since in 13 years and people tell me to not even think about love life etc. so I shut the door on all those things for others.
I live in a harsh penal convict type of life… some of us are just not allowed to express feelings or needs and we just don’t count no matter what.
