My friend used to tell me how much she loved me and cared about me and how she would never leave my side or make me sad.
I currently really like this one girl and I’m trying to get closer to her so I hung out with her sometimes at lunch.
My friend LOST IT and thought I was leaving her. I reassured her I wasn’t, but she still had to get a f****** THERAPIST to talk to about how sad she was about it. (She has tons and tons of friends but for some reason my not being there 24/7 rendered her “mentally unstable”.)
I tried to reconcile with her while still seeing the other girl most of the time, but no. She had to have all eyes on her.
She went to the homestuck con we’ve been planning to go to for 8 months without me because she thought I wouldn’t want to go. (I had been working on my cosplay for 6 months of course I’d go.)
She literally uninvited me from it.
Now she’s posting on OUR joint ask blog about how she wants to shoot herself and how she has no friends because of her “social anxiety.”
However, her idea of social anxiety must be trying to get everyone’s eyes on her at all times for sympathy and affection.
I’m not trying to be an attention w**** or get sympathy by saying that since she won’t talk to me, I have NO FRIENDS besides that one girl I like.
And because of her “anxiety” her friends are not allowed to have mental disorders because she thinks hers are the worst and most important ones. I have manic depression, and schizophrenia.
Sometimes I don’t even want any friends. People always let you down. People will NEVER be there for you or keep their promises.
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER.
