i just need to vent rn im sosorry lmao. i wanna go back to when i was a kid when everything awas in contril remember listen ing to songs n going to walks with my mom and we were so happy i had my friends i was so happy when did everyhing go wrong why am i so sad whe did wverythong become so dull life is just one big blur rn and idk what to do ever sonce 10th grade everything in my life has been lopsided i cant fix it now yhe only thing left is for me to die i should orobably do that but i womt and i cant becauses my parents live me my friends live me my family loves me i need to live these feelings will pass life will not forever be gray