I was ignoring my friend for some reasons and we just totally fell out and I was such an idiot. I was stupid. It was a stupid thing to do.
I apologised and she’s ignoring me now. I get it. She has every right to be angry, and she’s just doing what I did to her to me. I just wish she would at least acknowledge my apology instead of pretending I never did it.
It’s not me being stupid anymore. I miss her, and I’d give anything to be friends with her again but she hates me and doesn’t want to be friends.
I guess it feels like I wasted two years of my life being friends with her if it never actually meant anything to her. She can be angry at me, and I understand, but she didn’t try to be friends with me much. And she just replaced me as if it doesn’t matter and I was just someone she had around. I actually thought we were best friends.
It just hurts so much and I know its my fault I just want her to forgive me.
