Growing up, I’ve lost so many amazing friends. People move away, mostly. One of them died, and I still think about her every day. It’s all probably knitted me and my best friend closer together, as we’re kind of all that’s left of what used to be a big group when we were young.
I’m terrified of losing her. She had a boyfriend last year and I hardly got to see her – it was the loneliest I’ve been. Now she’s been getting close to this guy and I want her to be happy but I keep not being able to help being negative and encouraging her to stay single because I don’t wanna lose her again. I’m such a selfish friend..
