When I was younger I got into heavy drugs. It was very hectic and I did various of things to get the drugs. I still refuse to admit what I did exactly even though I’ll be anonymous. Just bad things. My dealer was very nice? She gave me other opportunities to her personal gaining so that I could get what I wanted and she may have just been kinder because I was a lot younger than most of her customers. I saw her the other day and she’s twenty now and heading to college. She’s off everything and clean and hasn’t drunk anything in years and she said something that for some reason makes me want to cry and break down and scream. She told me to have a good life. She said it like she meant it too. How do you respond when that person is the reason why you’re life is so fucked up?
