Continuing….
“A” said he wanted to marry means though I cared for him deeply and saw him as my best friend, I didn’t see we had any future. He was on disability, and I was only making minimum wage so I couldn’t support us. So I let my bf, “L” force me to stop talking to him. When I hadn’t seen A online in quite a while, I looked him up and found his obituary. My heart broke that he died without me saying goodbye and I love you. Though I have learned not to let a day go by without telling people how I feel about them
