no one ever compliments me and when they do I do not feel it is given genuinely… I grew up without many compliments and hardly ever being hugged or touched without being hit or kicked or s******* abused by a dirty old man. no young men ever wanted to know me most of my childhood and adult life. so I actually do not feel comfortable around young men a lot because they have been more abusive and violent to me then even the old dirty smelling p********.

people never show me any care if I get raped, attacked, bashed or molested.

I am more likely to be bashed again for allowing it to happen.

I resent the way that people make out that child s***** abuse is ok if it is little girls because there is this dirty false perception that little girls must get used to being s******* devowed by all or any men, but s***** abuse of little boys is a deadly sin… little girls bodies count as much as boys.

or that a child touching another child is equal to a p******** because it is not, so why do glamor photographers get little kids to dress up and kiss in sepia popular poster or notebook photos or think its cute when a kid has a little girlfriend or boyfriend then?

I would not even know what a genuine compliment was!
I am not fishing for compliments writing this its just fact.