It’s been over 2 years and I miss you.
I will always regret that last day of December when I decided to end things between us. Those messages you sent me and you got no response. Those chances you gave me to be at least friends with you and I just shot them down. My stupid decision to unfriend you and just delete you from my life. What you did DID hurt me. So I had a valid point to end things between us but what I really regret is that I didn’t talk to you about it, didn’t give you a chance to see your mistake. I didn’t even give you the closure that you said you needed.
I called you a few months later and with much reason you didn’t respond. I wanted to write to you but again with much reason you blocked me. I called you a couple times later and finally I called you one last time. The last time you didn’t answer.
My life after the break up went down in a spiral. I ruined that semester in college. I dropped out and was depressed for a long time. I didn’t eat, lost weight, lost my social life, lost my drive…
It’s been two years and now I live thousands of miles away from you. I sometimes dream of you and this feeling still doesn’t go away. I will always have you in my heart and I just wish that there was a way to tell you how I feel. But it’s too late for all that and all I’m looking forward in life is for this pain to subside. I know that one day it will.
