My confession is I haven’t stop thinking about my ex roommate. I obsess over her, I look at her social media all the time and I wonder fi she ever thinks about me.

We stopped being friends because of some things I said (roommate drama). Although I apologized and communicated to her about it, I thought we resolved it in a healthy way, she decided that was enough for her to never talk to me again and pretend I don’t exist. The worst part, is she moved to the room above mine and I would see her everyday.

After she left, I entered a deep depressive episode. To the point where I had to go therapy for a year just to get over the things I said and her. I wish I could just erase her from my mind. Because now I’m left with all the personal things she said and all her secrets and have no idea what to do with them.

She’s found better people now, she’s happier now. But me, I’m miserable and I don’t know what to do.

It’s been a year I wish my brain could just forget her because I’m exhausted of her memory.