Damn. Nik, I feel like we work together perfectly. Even after a year of awkward side comments and anger and frustration and tears, I still feel like

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Damn. Nik, I feel like we work together perfectly. Even after a year of awkward side comments and anger and frustration and tears, I still feel like there’s something between us. I keep on being reminded of you and how you taught me how to fight briefly. I don’t give a f*** if we were only “together” for a couple of months. You just felt right, you made me feel secure. You can’t deny it either. You don’t just jokingly give a third trumpet part to me just to mess around with me when there are so many other trumpet players. And I see the way you look at me. Nothing has changed. Your eyes still look at me like that of… I don’t even know how to describe it. I just love it when you look at me like that. Don’t lie to yourself, and don’t lie to me. There’s still a charge between us.

And Bre, I’m sorry I’ve been such a b**** to you about Tanner. It’s just that, after what happened with Nik, love stories don’t exist in my book. They’re all fake and full of lies. And you and Tanner were in the same grades as Nik and I. So, I’m sorry. I just don’t want to believe that you and Tanner will work out, because if you do, then that just makes me feel like a bigger p************.

New Confession

Started going to an adult book store with booths about a year after my wife passed.I had never had a gay experience. A first I went to get sucked for releif . One night as I set down a pretty good size hard on was shoved threw the hole from the next booth. At first I just set there and stared at it. I couldnt stop looking at it. It was like a magnet and soon I was holding it in my hand.
My head started down like I couldnt stop myself and the next minute I had it in my mouth. Somehow I knew what to do although I had never done it bf.In no time I heard a loud grund from the other booth and my mouth was filling with c**. I didnt know what to do.I thought about spitting it out but instead swallowed it
I am hooked and spend way to much time there sucking any c*** that comes thru the hole. I have no idea how many loads I have swallowed there I am hooked and cant stop. Its worse than a drug.

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There are not enough characters to express how exhausted I am with my life. I am a closeted homosexual living in a country where I cannot express myself freely, and it’s killing me. Every day, I feel like my true self is slowly disappearing while I continue trying to fit the part. I have to if I want to survive. You know what they do with people like me here. Everyone around me seems to be moving on with their lives, getting married, settling down, and building a life. It’s heartbreaking knowing that I can’t ever have that, at least not the way I want to. My parents are nosy and keep hinting at me getting married. I get extremely uncomfortable at even the suggestion of it. I keep postponing myself. I keep hiding. I keep myself from experiencing life. I am dead, not alive. And that is my problem. I keep asking myself until when? How long until I experience my first? How long until I can finally breathe? How long until I am truly free?